i found grace

I wish...

That I could let you go.
That I could move on.
That you would stop haunting my dreams while I sleep.
That you would disappear from my mind.
That I might find a peace.
That I might stop missing you.
That our experience would fall from my memory.
That our friendship could be restored.

Sometimes I wish you would call.
Sometimes I want to hurt you.
I want you to miss me.
I want you to cry.
I want you.

In a mass of confusion I wish I could be you. That I could pretend you never existed.
I honestly don't understand how you do it.

I hate you.
You hurt me.
I trusted you.
You left me.
I loved you.
You broke me.

Never in my life has my heart been more torn.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET YOU GO.

posted by Elizabeth @ 9:30:00 PM