i found grace

I have no profound thoughts. I have no intelligent revelations. I just have a heart full of sorrow. I am filled with pain and hurt. It is all I can do not to grab the first shoulder I find and weep until my body shrivels up like a prune. As horribly gross as that sounds, it is truly how I feel.

I sat at Celebration tonight and couldn't even sing. I just sat there, with my head in my hands. I remained still as the tears began to flow down my face- I didn't even wipe them away. I don't know why I am feeling like this. Well I do, but it seems so random, and I have no idea what even triggered it... Well I do, but I don't want to face it.

posted by Elizabeth @ 12:22:00 AM